If I give you all my heart, would you treasure it?
July 18, 2009 4:36am CST
Just a little thing I just wrote out of nowhere. I don't know where all these words came from... I love you more than words can say. I'm trying my best to keep this relationship, to make this relationship better. But I know only fate can determine if we're really meant to be. When does fate determine it anyways? Does it wait until we are breathless? We don't live in a fantasy where there's a happy ending. No one lives/dies happy in this world. We are all afraid to die and most people die because they want to get out of this condemned, infernal world. This world is too harsh for everyone, and the only thing that's keeping us alive is love. Can fate be cheated? If so, can I cheat it? So I know that I can have you for the rest of my life? But if one day you decide to tell me that you don't feel the same way anymore... I'll have no choice but to let you go. But then again I'm going to end up depending on fate again. Yet, maybe we're not meant to be in this world maybe in the afterlife we'll see each other and we'd be forever together. At least, in the afterlife we'd have an everlasting love. We don't have to worry about anything, no more problems and we don't have to fear life nor death. But is it even possible for us to meet there and still know each other? Would we still be able to recognize each other and know that we once loved each other? Or we'll see each other but we're just all going to be wandering at a place that we may have been or have not been to? If I give you all my heart, would you treasure it?