Why don't I love my mom?

United States
August 8, 2009 2:22pm CST
I know it sounds horrible but I don't love my mom. I know I should and I try to, really hard. But I can't seem to do it. Maybe it's the fact that she is very manipulative, only cares for herself, and lies about everything. She is a two faced back stabber who doesn't believe me or defend me, yet she will pretend that she is to my face. Still she says she loves me, and I should love her back. But I'm not even sure it's true. I love my father, even though he is a work aholic and a germ freak, we wern't allowed to be around him if we were sick. Is there something wrong with me?
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3 responses
@eLsMarie (4148)
• Philippines
19 Aug 09
i agree! it's totally horrible... i think she loves you only that you were trying to neglect it for whatever reason/s... i don't think that any moms would want their children to be emotionally away from them... i haven't encountered this problem and now, i'm beginning to freak out that there's really a truth to this... hmmmp... i hope you and your mom will be in good terms before it's too late... we'll never know what will happen next right? speak out... maybe she's just waiting for your signal
• United States
21 Aug 09
She isn't. She constantly puts me down.
• China
11 Aug 09
I love my mom.when I was young, I always want to run away from her and take off her control.But now,I want to come back to her hug.I am afraid that she die,I would feel lose a precious part of myself. Maybe after a while, your feeling about your mom can be changed. You can understand her deeper.
@hsofyan (3448)
• Jakarta, Indonesia
8 Aug 09
Yes, I think there is something wrong. Because your mother is giving birth and rearing. All mothers feel for his children. Children may not understand the meaning of his mother. Very impossible, a child can recompense for his mother. A child can only make his mother happy. Then, why do you miss this opportunity?