First Love Makes Me Do Something Funny,Why did I do That???
By Hi5oka
@Hi5oka (63)
Indonesia
August 13, 2009 9:13am CST
Back when I was still in junior high I was felling my first love.She was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.When I look her smile I feel like beeing struck by lighting and it feels so good.I was doing every thing just to see her smile to me including the most ridiculus thing.Well its all in the past,but When I remember it it makes me wonder why I was doing something stupid Just to make her laugh?I know that what I was doing will keep her away from me but I just doing it just to see her laugh.I wonder what makes me do that?
3 responses
@smileonstar (4007)
• United States
13 Aug 09
Hello,
that what we call love, it will make you do something stupid and silly... lolz.
I think it is nothing wrong at all... it is just a moment full of love that you didn't think more before doing it. Now, you know and you will think before you do it right? lolz
I used to see this guy, who was my friend's ex bf, he did just to make her happy. One day, he jumped up and down like a monkey just to make her laugh... lolz... that was funny but it worked tho
@Hi5oka (63)
• Indonesia
13 Aug 09
Hahaha...It doesnt make any sense isnt it? Back then I knew this will make me a joker and get humiliated by my friends.I knew that before I decide to do some thing funny to see her laugh.But I still do it,Its Like something feels not right if I didnt see her smile just for one day.Well the past is past now I didnt have to do that to get a girl that I like.But I miss those feeling,the sensation of getting struck by lightning.
I guess that just happend for the first love isnt it?
@smileonstar (4007)
• United States
13 Aug 09
Thx for the best Respond. I used to do this to my ex and now I think I was too stupid or something... and he did the same.we were playing hid and seek with my other friends. He didn't want me to be the one who find someone else, so he replaced my place. Many and many times, he just did it to make me happy... but then I gave him a nick name. If we translate it then it means a LOSER. lolz... and he loved that name so much, he told all his friends to call him by that nick name. lolx. hahahha... Now, I feel so back for him. And If I see his friend and I ask for him by the nick name then they know who I am talking about. He still loves me tho but thing just don't work out for both of us.
So, now... I try to use his real name but it is just too hard for me to say. and he told me, if I like it then just call him by that nick name cuz he gets use to it now.
@Hi5oka (63)
• Indonesia
14 Aug 09
hahaha,not only I do stupid things because of love.I get an incredible power too.Once a guy that is at least twice bigger than me threatend me to stay away from her,of course I said no.Well then I fight with him,surprisingly I won.Ahahaha,in the normal circumtances maybe I will do what he said,frankly I was very afraid.But automaticly my uncontrolable mouth said no to that guy.Funny isnt it?I guess God really give mysterious power to a man that in love
@IzzyKitty (116)
• United States
13 Aug 09
Yeah... I know what you mean. I do miss it. But maybe one day... I will feel that happiness again! :) I hope you do as well. Thank you ^^
@Hi5oka (63)
• Indonesia
14 Aug 09
Happines will be comming as long as we still searching for it,but to get that felling after the first love its almost imposibble.People with a lot of expirience knew that.But like I said its almost impossible didnt mean impossible thing.I hope you can find the happines of the first love again sist,I wanna fell that lightning struck sensation again. ^^
@IzzyKitty (116)
• United States
13 Aug 09
Love makes you do silly things! Hehe ;) I used to do all sorts of things that made me feel crazy at times for my first love hahaha thinking about it now makes me feel so naive and childish... But it's ok.
@Hi5oka (63)
• Indonesia
13 Aug 09
haha..I bet you miss those felling when you fell how beautiful love can be.It makes you smile in your bed when you remember it didnt ya? Well maturity is grow by experience...but one thing that we lost...that isthe sensation of the first love. I really miss those sensation
