SiCc^;;Bad news&+On top of everii thing a bad break up;;It Can't get worse;;

United States
August 27, 2009 11:41am CST
I'm sick;;The doctors don't know what I have;; So they jus said it was Viral;; I went to the doctors on 8/25;; Then on 8/26;;My boyfriend of two years breaks up with me;; &+2 seConds (No joke seriousely]]After the bad break up;; My Cousin messages me to tell me her step dad;; My uncle has Cancer??It Can't get any worse!!! Well I find out my uncle has a chance at beatin the Cancer;; So thats better;;But I Come to blog abut the break up;; Get rid of some feelings I'm keepin inside;;I might feel better;; so feel free to Coment if you would like;; I miss him so much;;&+everyones tellin me it's gonna be ohkaii;; we've been on and off for two years;; I don't dis agree he could have been a better boyfriend;; But I loved him&+Thats all that matters;; As well I could have been a better girlfriend;; My mother doesn't like him&+It's hard beCause I chose not to talk to her about him anymore for that fact;; I wait for the family to go to bed at night so I Can cry;; just to let it out;;It's so hard to think about it;; It's like I don't want to let him go;;It's not that I Can't I'm sure that if I gave it enough time I could;;But I don't want to;; I want him to be by myside;; Me&+My mom are listein to the oldies radion station; &+Of course it's playing all of the old love songs;; Ugh wanna talk about maken me feel miserable;; &+on top of that I have to here rude Comments from my mom about gettin rid of him;; When she knows jus as well as anyone else;;If he was to Come baCc^&+Ask me to be his girl agian;;I would say yes in a heart beat;; I love this kid so much;; &+It's like now one wants to understand it;; When me&+Him were together;;At one point in time;;It was raning pretty bad;; &+He had said Baby you know why it's raining;;I asked him why&+He said it's because were so far apart right now;;&+Guess what I was watchin the news last night&+It's suppose to rain all week this week;;Hmmm a singh??Well now he has a girlfriend&+Theres no doubt in my mind they will not last long;;She's 15&+Lives in Virgina;;Thats a good Couple states away;;We've had break ups before but they've onlii lasted a day at the most&+He would replaCe me with someone else;;But would leave them the next day or the five minutes after they got together;;To try+get baCc^ with me;;Alot of people say we are meant to be&+Their surpirse it's going down like this;;But I just needed to relieve some pain;;
1 response
@enola1692 (3325)
• United States
28 Aug 09
first off if you took him back i am your mom an will stand by you cause that is what i do but you know as well as i do he didnt treat you like a girlfried he didnt even call you on your sweet 16 but i would forgive for you but if he hurts my baby again he will be a spot in the road
• United States
28 Aug 09
He did Call me;; Paha;; Imma take him baCc^;; &+Were gonna live it up big;; Ma Yu know I LOVE HIM;;
@enola1692 (3325)
• United States
29 Aug 09
AWight I told you no matter what i would be behind you but he better not hurt you again or he will deal with mamma BEAR