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It's not merely an accident that I was born surrounded by people who expect much from me. Though I don't really know if they have something against me-I grew up trying to please them..trying to be exactly the way they want me to be. And oftentimes,I fail. Ofcourse,I'm not perfect enough to be what they expect me to be. Sometimes I wished I was never born to be a part of a family that's center of attention---in our society,my family is kind of popular..something like that. I never intended to feel against the people who surrounds us---I love them dearly. I sometimes feel that being angry with them is some kind of betrayal. So if I may ask you, have you ever been in the spotlight? Have you ever felt like running away from the kind of life you have? Have you ever felt the urge of wanting to trade anything-anything at all-just to be able to turn your back on the people who expects so much from you? I always wonder how it feels...to live a simple life, the way others does. Like nothing else matters as long as you survive for a single day at a time---it's enough then. Whoah!