recently i've been hoping to be a child again

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being a mom is a great responsibility. i just gave birth to a baby girl about a month ago and most of the time i find it hard to manage the baby. she's getting heavier, she wants to be carried all the time and always wakes up at least 2 times every night. i am not complaining but i sometimes feel that i need to really have a good rest and relaxation, which i don't get despite having a nanny. now i am having this feeling to be a child again - to be the little daughter i once was. i miss being taken care of my mom and being carefree. i hope i'll get over this feeling very soon because i feel that my baby feels that i don't want to take care of her. i sometimes leave her just crying and sometimes gets mad when she cries in the night. is it just me or is this a normal feeling for moms who just gave birth?