Living alone?

I couldnt live alone ....ever. I come from a large family and have a large family myself. I would find it pretty lonely having nobody around. I had a hard time when my last child was born...he was in intensive care for a week (nothing serious) I had a private room and my husband couldnt visit a whole lot because we had no one to take care of the other 3 kids. You want to talk about lonely. I was litterally going crazy and had to be put in another room for the last 2 days.

I would be so lost without no one atound me, I love to talk and if I dont have someone to talk to it will be the end of the world for me and I cant imagine myself without my children, even though there are a pain in the butt!