what you do when everyone try to hurt you?
By ksnellen
@ksnellen (13)
Philippines
December 1, 2009 9:51am CST
I am now living with my father, mother, partner, and cousin.
I feel bad to all of them, i feel they don't care about how i feel...
until i feel jealous to my brother he got a family who care him so much and love him so much.
Even my partner don't care how i feel toward everything, its OK i was get hurt and ignored, do i need to move out from here? I know i have nothing, and i am damn useless person but i still have a mind and heart to think and feel.
I am sorry guys, but i found only mylot can help me about how i feel now. I try to stop my tears flow down i dont like them to know it cause i know they will be more hate me...
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3 responses
@cream97 (29087)
• United States
1 Dec 09
Hi, ksnellen. I can see that you are feeling very sad and down at this very moment. What I would suggest you to do is to go to God now. Go somewhere quiet and pray to him. Tell him how you feel. He knows anyway. But, just open yourself to Him . Be honest. You will then need to talk to everyone that you feel is hurting you. If you can't do that, write them a letter expressing how you feel. Don't keep living and letting this eat at you! Seek a resolution to this now. I am sorry that you are in so much of anguish and pain. You are feeling left out because your family is giving your brother all of the attention. You want to feel like you belong. Tell your family how you feel so that they can know how this is all hurting you. I hope that you will feel better just as soon as you talk to them. Good Luck. I hope that everything works out for you! Keep smiling!
@ksnellen (13)
• Philippines
1 Dec 09
Thanks Cream, yeah one last thing for me is GOD.
Since i age about 11 i was try to tell them how i feel but the saddest and hardest part of it is when i try to tell them i was hurt, cause they hate me more when i try to get their attention. And my very big deal is my partner who not really feel for me.
Well thank you so much at least i know there someone in net who feel for me.
@jvculanagF (66)
• Philippines
8 Oct 10
For me, you should let them how and what you feel for them.So that you will also know the reason behind all your confessions. Just be kind to them, because KINDNESS IS THE SWEETEST REVENGE.???
