have you ever imagined that if you don't have a single friend???

To be honest, the thought is scary. :) I always seem to be losing friends. :( Good ones at that. :( When I was younger, I had my own group of friends. Due to financial problems, I had to discontinue friendship as I could not match their way of spending, and I didn't want to be pitied. During working life, friendship was confined to colleagues, which was hardly a friendship because there is subconscious rivalry. Its only after reaching a particular stage that I no longer had to compete heavily that I felt I started accumulating friends once again. Since others have several friends by now, I find myself short of friends. So I do my best not to lose any. :) Of course, I've lost a few even then. I cant imagine world without them.

i think then suffered in depression and doc. also said this sentence.

I experienced when I was in first year college. It was the first to be alone coz I lived in a condo. I got no family with and no roommate so basically I am alone. I was in the state of culture shock when I went into college and didn't expect that students with the same ages are so liberated. I really thought that I am alone that time. But as time goes by, I made friends with my classmates and realized that our class is like a pack. We are all friends. No groups against group, no ganging students coz we are just a bunch of friendly people :D