Where is my motivation?

It sounds to me as though you have SAD (I think it stands for Seasonal Affective Disorder), and like a previous poster has said, it is lack of sunlight that is probably making you depressed. I haven't got much motivation at this time of year either. Sometimes I wish I had a job because you don't really notice how dark it is outside if you are in an office somewhere, keeping busy. I do the housework like I would do the rest of the year..but it's generally at a snail's pace and I can't wait until my next cup of tea when I'm undertaking it. Come the spring - hopefully, you will feel better. If not, I suggest you see a doctor as it could be mild depression you are suffering from.

i totally know what you mean. i have been having thyroid issues since before Christmas and i have things that i need to do like put away Christmas stuff and i just dont have the energy!

Well, at least you start things... Doctors call it seasonal affective disorder, or SAD. I call it being solar powered... and if the sun don't shine, neither do I. Today started out sunny, so I was up by 8:30, managed to wash my hair, get dressed in clean clothes, go out and clear the snow off the sidewalks, put out the garbage and recycling, all before 10:00. That's a major accomplishment for me this time of year. Yesterday, a snowy day, I slept till noon and never did get dressed, had an afternoon nap and went to bed at 11:00.