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Hi everyone. I was looking through some conversations this morning on Mylot. Saw some interesting comments. You know, I was reading Angelajoy's comments and others about not choosing friends for this and that, like they don't participate enough and some are in it for the money and such. Well, I had to say "well, I'm one of those people they wouldn't choose as a friend, because at a desperate time, I was trying any way at all to make money any legal way I could." (Thought I might ought to add that.! Altho, hey, I understand more than ever now how people go wrong, and actually end up doing something in desperate times they normally wouldn't dream). Also, I am one of those people who doesn't do Mylot often. But, I do have my reasons, as others have reasons also, whatever they maybe. Ready for my excuses? Here goes. I work when I'm able 40 to 50 hours per week, but now for 2 years or so, I've been under medical care for extreme depression, as I'm at the time in my life where my dad, my 50 year old brother, and my one sister died recently. I had to put my 13 year old dog, who was my devout companion, to sleep. My Mom's is 84, and has about 10 different doctors. One for each part of her body. She has a pace maker, 90% blockage to heart recently, 80% blockage to the 'part' of one kidney that's still working. She's very weak now, back's trying to go out, just starting using a walker, takes a handful of medications each day. Cries because she doesn't know if she'll be confined to a wheelchair. Doesn't and isn't able to get out excepto to go to dr. She stays with me 8-10 days at a time, and then feels she needs to go to her own house, where my aunt, my brother and myself take turns staying with her. I'll shut up now, but thoses are my excuses. Oh yes, joy to the world, my daughter is about to have my first grandchild. She's 38 and a half weeks pregnant. Praise God. I'm waiting very impatiently. My point to all this is that there are some people that would love to be your friend, and if you accepted them and commented to them just for no reason, you may find out your missing out on a great friend! You see, I will accept you if you're not vulgar, which I guess I would find out later, and let you know how I feel, then if it continues I would have to say adios. But, the more a person goes thru, the more compassion they have for the underdogs. I have alot of compassion. I need friends and I think it would encourage me if I got comments from friends sometimes. Anyways, I'll do all I can to keep up, but I don't know how often it will be that I can Mylot. Just know I love doing it when I can.