Why is the reason behind this ? :(

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What am i going to do about this ? about this feeling ? There's something strange about this feeling.1 week ago our organization went to an outing somewhere in Boracay. We spent our time there for 5 days and 4 nights. I really enjoy the nature their because of its beautiful beach, bars, clubs, and many more. I feel that i have all my freedom. But one thing is bothering me, every time i saw him, every time i saw him staring at me, smiling at me. I feel something strange. Ok, first ha ha ha . ! that "him" is my ex boyfriend . I loved him so much. He mean so much to me. He is my life. But after all of this, after all the moments we've shared with each other he broke his promises. He promise me that he will never leave me that he will never lie to me. But one day, after the school hours, i saw him hiding at the 5th floor of our campus behind the door of the library. I saw him there kissing someone someone i don't know from the freshman. Hugging her , kissing her , OUCHCHHHHHHH!!!!! I'm so hurt! I almost commit suicide but thank to my friends that they comfort me. A day after i broke up with him. Without any discussions i left him alone hit him in his face and saying that don't he ever ever come to me again. But, after this issues i don't know why this feeling is bothering me right now. I think i still love him but he is stupid i must not love him. I think i still care for him but it is not the right thing. He already broke up with his girlfriend and we are both single now :(. I don't know if i will going to put up again our relationship with each other