Why is the reason behind this ? :(

Philippines
April 4, 2010 11:36pm CST
What am i going to do about this ? about this feeling ? There's something strange about this feeling.1 week ago our organization went to an outing somewhere in Boracay. We spent our time there for 5 days and 4 nights. I really enjoy the nature their because of its beautiful beach, bars, clubs, and many more. I feel that i have all my freedom. But one thing is bothering me, every time i saw him, every time i saw him staring at me, smiling at me. I feel something strange. Ok, first ha ha ha . ! that "him" is my ex boyfriend . I loved him so much. He mean so much to me. He is my life. But after all of this, after all the moments we've shared with each other he broke his promises. He promise me that he will never leave me that he will never lie to me. But one day, after the school hours, i saw him hiding at the 5th floor of our campus behind the door of the library. I saw him there kissing someone someone i don't know from the freshman. Hugging her , kissing her , OUCHCHHHHHHH!!!!! I'm so hurt! I almost commit suicide but thank to my friends that they comfort me. A day after i broke up with him. Without any discussions i left him alone hit him in his face and saying that don't he ever ever come to me again. But, after this issues i don't know why this feeling is bothering me right now. I think i still love him but he is stupid i must not love him. I think i still care for him but it is not the right thing. He already broke up with his girlfriend and we are both single now :(. I don't know if i will going to put up again our relationship with each other
4 responses
• United States
5 Apr 10
well teito i am very sorry to hear about your relationship problem but there is one thing i got to tell you girl if you let him take advantage of you like that and he breaks your heart and you think you still "love" him then go for it but this time lay down the laws don't let him talk to any other girl,see any other girl,or even look at any other girl and if he goes through with this then you really know that he truly loves you but he made a foolish mistake cheating on you so just give it
• Philippines
5 Apr 10
Thanks!! for the response. Ok, i will apply it . But right now i am very irritated don't know if i will come back to him or don't obey my heart and let him go. If ever i will give again my heart to him. I will apply the rules that you said. thanks .
@alphenor (687)
• Philippines
5 Apr 10
Okay, since I heard your story, I've concluded that your ex seems to want you back... But I don't say that get back to him...after what he did to you... I think it's better to ask your closest friends about what to do about it.:D
• Philippines
5 Apr 10
My heart is the one who wants to come back with him . But i'm not really sure if he really wants to come back with me. Maybe i will decide more deeper before i make an action . Thank You!
• Philippines
6 Apr 10
all you have to do now is to let things appear like you haven't known him yet. the two of you must give space to each other since both of you are still young and hurt by the playfulness. by this he may begin to like you again and if not you have to be prepared if ever you and him does not work. it sounds desperate to me and you need to be strong no matter what happens.
• United Arab Emirates
5 Apr 10
I can imagine what it is like after a steady realationship has broken up. If he broke up with you for someone else dont go back to him. You are still in love with him, but time will help you to get over him. If you decide to go back to him and he does it again how will you cope with it. After what he did to you do you think that you can trust him again? A relationship is based on trust and once broken you can never make it work again. Thank God it happened before you married him, if you had married him and this happened it wont be easy for you. So be strong and brave and try your best not to come in contact with him. Try to hand out with other friends, It is not easy but good luck to you.