How does it feels like to lose someone in the family?

Philippines
@eil_noz (963)
April 6, 2010 8:51am CST
It's been my first time to lose a close relative in the family (my Grandfather). But I wonder why doesn't I get the hard feeling to accept his death. It's always been hard to see someone die but in my case, I accepted the fact that he's too old to surpass his sickness. I've realized that it's on the acceptance of one's death that enables me to let go.