Does housemaid or baby sister really influence your life......

I am a working mom, I have 1 child 1,5years and my husband work out of country. I have a housemaid that take care of my child when I am working, but every times my housemaid quit or go home, I am getting confuse,the problem always come again & again, when I have to face this situation alone. The problem it is not easy to find someone to work as a housemaid...how to face this situation?