I am really thinking about my mom today.

@cream97 (29175)
United States
September 28, 2010 1:51pm CST
I miss my mom so much. Today marks the day of her death anniversary. She has been dead for 25 years. I miss her so much. I know that I am not going to be able to go to her gravestone and place a flower on it, at all. I can only speak to her through my heart. I don't know where she is at. I just pray that her soul has made it into Heaven. She deserved to be here, regardless of any mistakes that she have made while here on Earth. Only God knows best. My oldest daughter's Birthday was yesterday. She turned five years old yesterday. I find it very ironic that my daughter's Birthday is a day before the date that her grandmother died. My son keeps on telling me that he wants to see his grandmother. He says that he misses her. I tell him, that she is no longer here with us, and that she is with God. It is very hard for me, as his mother, to tell him this. My heart is broken today. I get so overwhelmed with sadness, when I think about my mother not being here, with me, and her grand kids. Plus anyone else that loves and misses her, especially her mother, siblings and my father.
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@tutor19us (455)
• India
29 Sep 10
My mom lives 2kms away from me. I still miss her a lot. Sometimes I chat with her online and sometimes I talk to her. I also forget to call her on some days. But, on those days, she calls me and we chat. Its fun to be with my mom.
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@garneta (185)
• Philippines
29 Sep 10
that's so sad. my mother is still alive but i know soon she'll be gone and i cant imagine when that time comes..its hard to let go of someone you really love especially of our parents, but God has a reason why they take them from us. Be strong my friend. always pray and i know you're mother is happy where she is right now.
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@sender621 (14956)
• United States
29 Sep 10
My heart goes out to you. i know what it is like to be without one of your parents. It has been more than thirty years since i lost my father. I wish i could visit his grave but unfortunately i live too far away to do so. You miss your mother but her memory will live on in your heart.
• United States
29 Sep 10
I'm sorry that you have to go trhough that. My mom is alive and I see her everyday. I cherish her and love her with all my heart. We are very close and I can't imagine my life without her. No. I don't want to imagine my life without her.
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• United States
28 Sep 10
I know what you are feeling. As Sunday was the 1 yr anniversary of my Mother's passing. The kids ask about her or what she's doing from time to time. I have no answers for them really other than hopefully being the person she wanted to be that she could not be here. Which is why I like the poem I put on her prayer card as I wanted the kids to think that she's thinking of them with the lil things in life we don't think about.
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