Baby Angel

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One of the hardest things that I ever had to endure was a miscarriage. Even though I never saw my child or held him/her in my arms, we had a connection. Tomorrow will be 1 year since my loss and it hurts. I am still searching for closure; two months ago, I wrote my baby angel a letter, tied it to a helium ballon, and let it go. I also gave my baby angel a name. These things have helped me but I wonder if my heart will ever truly heal... Has anyone experienced something like this? If so, what helped you? I am currently expecting and it is so hard for me to become attached because I am afraid.