wishing you were someone else???because you dont want you're life right now

Awh blackcloud I am sorry to hear this, no one deserves to miserable with their significant other. Sometimes no matter how hard we try things just do not work out if one does not invest in the relationship as much as the other one does. What I would like you to do is think this phrase carefully: What would you like to be doing 10 years from now??? As ten years from now are going to go by no matter if you want it to so please keep in mind that if you still want to be feeling like this or worst. If the answer is happiness than you have some thinking to do as perhaps your significant other may not want to make changes. Good luck to you though as I am not sure if you are married or not and if your religion perhaps impinges you from making any changes. Either way take it easy and start doing things for yourself, make friends and enjoy afternoons with perhaps other friends that are in the same situation and may just want to talk and get things off their back.