Some Times Do You Get Bored With Your Routine Work ?

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I am a Stud Vet and am residing on the farm and I am practically on my work even if I am not on the farm. While I am staying at my home which is situated on the Farm, I am tension free as I can get a call at any time,may it be day or night. That means I am under tension and anxiety all the 24 hours of the day. Before every event of my personal routine like taking bath, having food,going to bed etc, I always pray that I shouldn't get a call during that period. Though I am entitled to get weekly Off, because of the circumstances and the responsibility of about 350 horses, that too Thoroughbreds I really can't avail that privilege. I once in a month go to Mall to have our monthly shopping and during that time we plan to go to watch a movie. Otherwise, I go in for my annual leave once in a year which I get for about 30 to 45 days. But unfortunately for last 5 years my annual leave was a big disappointment for me where I lost my father before 5 years, then I lost my brother in law, there after my mother had to under go a major surgery . All these things they occurred during my vacation and when I was in ,my hoe town. Last two years I have spend my 90% of the time in renovating my house. Thus instead of getting some relaxation I practically subjected myself to lot of stress! I think all this accumulated tension which is coming out as a cumulative frustrations some times make me sick of my routine work, though I love my job and I am sincere and hard working person. Some times I just feel like have Off from this work and just sit idle for few months to give complete rest and relaxation to my brain! Yes, I understand, because of my 24 involvement and lack of weekly Offs and having tension all the 24 hours I may be feeling so! Do you ever had or have such feeling regarding your work ? Please Response! Thanks !