this is frustrating

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i am just thinking deep today. i am so harassed. it is afternoon now and i haven't taken a bath yet. i work hard and finish some tasks because we have a deadline. so does my husband. but despite it all, sometimes neglecting my child and letting her watch videos, we do not have enough money. you see we are thrifty people but it seems that there is always something to spend for like some fixing, etc. it is frustrating. i don't want to be defeated but i am sooo tired today. i have a nagging bad feeling that might fall into a cough, but i am praying against it and doing everything to avoid it as sickness may cause more money. we have not fully recovered from our expenses this year because of ailments so we have been trying to recoup losses and pay for what we owed. still haven't fully paid our debts though. so frustrating!