To ask forgiveness..

Have you ever tried asking forgiveness to the people you have hurt but then they turn you down? How did you feel? What did you do after asking forgiveness but just ignored by that person? I felt really sad being turn down after asking for forgiveness. You know it's really hard to say sorry, but since i know i was wrong, and i admit i was wrong, so i asked for forgiveness. Many times actually, but the person just ignored me. I feel really sad right now because Christmas is fast approaching and i really wanted to have a very nice Christmas, without enemies and problems. But now, i don't know if those i have sinned will ever talk to me again or even just forgive me for what i did =(