a silly thought... have you got one?

@obe212003 (2302)
Philippines
January 16, 2011 8:07pm CST
Just last night while i was in bed, i started having this thought of just sleeping, seeing nothing but darkness, feeling calm and "hoping" of just staying this way; i mean to just sleep that i do not want to wake up anymore, could i say, "to stop living anymore"... i dont know, what a weird thought.. then i wondered what it would be just to rest in peace forever, lol! Probably it was a just a moment of depression from thinking of all the mistakes, pain and the harsh realities of life itself. But when i realized how much God has given us the opportunity to experience life, i started thinking of my family, my friends, my children and all the wonderful blessings that i have been having, that i really needed to be alive and well to keep and go on living.. have you had silly thoughts like this?
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@knicnax (2234)
• Philippines
17 Jan 11
Yes. When I was younger, and I felt that the whole world was in my shoulders. I used to think that everyone who wronged me will be really sorry when I die.