near to discouragement in mp5

I have been paid by that site. I was one of the first members to join, and I reached payout pretty quickly -- within a few months -- quicker than with my lot. Unfortunately, I developed rheumatoid arthritis and couldn't type for a really long time. Eventually, I got special software that allows me to speak into a microphone and then types for me. That is what I'm using now to post. I can't type anymore because my hands are too painful. The problem is, when I didn't visit my account for a few months, they closed my account. I wrote to them asking them to reopen it, but I never got a reply. That made me pretty mad, because I had $12 in my account. Ever since then, I haven't rejoined because I'm still mad that they deleted my account. It wasn't my fault that I left, but they ignored me when I sent a letter explaining that. So I said goodbye to the site. Now I'm going to focus on review writing and my lot in order to make money.