Just need to express my thoughts and share my inner concerns...
April 3, 2011 9:56am CST
I have this friend of mine. He keeps his distance from me and he never has been honest with me. He doesn't lie but he seldom expresses his thoughts and his feelings. We never had a good talk but I don't know if it is my fault. I once told a close friend of mine that I was interested with him. But that was long, long time ago already and the feeling has waned. I also just don't know if he learned about my disclosure with our friend. It was a secret that I regretted telling. I now have this insecurity that the very reason that I am estranged with him was because of that disclosure. I want to give him peace and tell him that I will not bother him, which I have done for a very long period already. I don't even go between him and the girls that she was interested. I don't have the courage to ask him or start the discussion about it to clear things between us. I will just keep it to myself so that our friendship will not be broken. I hope I am doing the right thing. And I hope too that he'll be at peace and he finds happiness.