Abandoned Universe

United States
April 19, 2011 11:16am CST
I'm done. I'm tired of living this life where I can't even see where the path I'm on is leading me. Forget the small bits of happy memories. Every real smile and real laughs. Every look of longing. It's all going away. I cant plaster on a fake smile, and pretend like everythings okay, anymore. I can't pretend like I'm happy, anymore. Parents; too blissfully unaware to see I'm screaming for help. Friends; hah! What friends? Family; too busy with the young ones. This isn't my place here, in No-Where Wisconsin. If I left here tonight, would anyone miss me? I didn't think so...
3 responses
• United States
21 Apr 11
In order to see the path you must walk it a minute at a time. Don't forget the small bits of happy memories because those help you smile. Happiness comes from within. Explore why your unhappy. The only person that can make you unhappy is yourself. Don't expect your parents to read your mind. Walk up to them and tell them that you are unhappy and why. I don't believe in pretending but I don't believe in prolonged self pity either. If you don't like the bed you made, change the sheets. You are not a victim. Choice prevents you from being a victim. Good luck.
@Kirinx (1693)
• United States
21 Apr 11
Well if your really serious I would suggest maybe joining a christian non denominational church it will make you feel needed as everyone has talents that can help someone.Or if your relunctant about church you can still do a good deed and help at a soup kitchen or homeless shelter. You will be appreciated in both places and fulfilled instead of emotionally empty
@_sketch_ (5709)
• United States
19 Apr 11
How can you expect to see where the path is leading you? No one can see the future. That's the point. You should write poetry.