im just so da** curious...
By tammy27
@tammy27 (1241)
Philippines
April 30, 2011 12:05am CST
my father was brutally murdered. he was shot 5 times on the chest but he was still able to run away. but those killers wont set him free from what they want, they wanted my father dead. they shot him once on the leg which broke my father's bone. he fell. and so those killers had the chance to finish him off. he tried to cover himself with the hopes that he could survive, and so a bullet landed on his arm. my father died with 2 more shots on the head. one was entombed, one was through and through.
after this incident happened i began asking myself....
what do those killers feel after they kill someone? are they suffering from their conscience that's bothering them, or are they waiting for the next person they'll kill? are they excited for their salary, or do they tremble every time they see policemen?
5 responses
@zralte (4178)
• India
30 Apr 11
Oh tammy, I am so very sorry. What a horrible thing!!!
My personal opinion is that anyone who killed another human being would not be comfortable. May be they are not afraid, but I'm sure God will take his revenge on anyone who killed His creation.
I do hope you find peace for yourself. I can understand how difficult it must be for you.
Love and prayer and hugs
@tammy27 (1241)
• Philippines
30 Apr 11
thanks. i have already found peace, i know Karma, it's my close friend.. i never wished that my dad's case will be on court even though his boss is a big time Lawyer. it will take time and in the end there's no assurance if they'll be guilty or not. i'll just let God and Karma do the honors..
@zralte (4178)
• India
1 May 11
I'm so glad you felt that way. Hatred is the one that kills us. I do believe in Karma too. May be not as we thought it would be, but I believe strongly that wrongdoers get punished. Especially a sin as big as killing another person.
What you said is true. With the justice system all over the world warped as it is now, there is no telling what the criminals will get anyway.
@ajk111 (2495)
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30 Apr 11
that is tragic tammy. sadly i do not think you can truely put yourself in the mind of a cold killer.
i know not what these people think and i am glad i am apart from their way of thinking.
What matters is how you have adjusted to this dreadful experience. always believe in karma. they will get theirs 10 fold.
@EnslinPorter (1718)
• Philippines
30 Apr 11
So sorry to hear about your father. I hope those crooks, if they're not in prison, is paying off their debt to society and to your family by suffering from bad karma.
I sometimes watch the Crime & Investigation TV channel and there are lots of ruthless criminals there. I guess there are people who already got used to killing people that their conscience no longer work like an ordinary person's. On the other hand, there are people with psychological problems/illnesses such as sociopaths wherein their conscience do not work and they do not feel guilt at all.
As for ordinary criminals without psych problems, maybe the already feel too confident because they're already used to killing that they no longer fear the police. Yes, maybe they are excited for the big amount of money they're getting for their dirty work. 
I sometimes watch the Crime & Investigation TV channel and there are lots of ruthless criminals there. I guess there are people who already got used to killing people that their conscience no longer work like an ordinary person's. On the other hand, there are people with psychological problems/illnesses such as sociopaths wherein their conscience do not work and they do not feel guilt at all.
As for ordinary criminals without psych problems, maybe the already feel too confident because they're already used to killing that they no longer fear the police. Yes, maybe they are excited for the big amount of money they're getting for their dirty work. 
@GothicLogic (8)
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30 Apr 11
Wow, that must be hard to live with :(
But it all depends. They could have done it because they had too much adrenaline running through their bodies so then once it was over they would have felt so much guilt and would have, as you say, trembled every time they see the police. However, some people are "sick in the head" and they won't feel any guilt or anything, which is really sad to think that someone who could inflict so much pain and suffering to him, his family and his friends and not feel anything for it. You'll never know what they felt but Karma will get them.
