I wanna be reformed.

Philippines
July 7, 2011 7:08am CST
I can really sense now a days that I am being left behind by the people I used to be with before. Recalling my high school days, I used to be one of the best if not the best in the class. Most of my classmates specially those who were very lazy when it comes to academics would go after me to ask for our assignments, quizzes sometimes exams. I became popular in the class as one of the top students and everybody was my friends. But as I see myself now, it made me feel belittled myself for being like a vagabond with no destination. I have many things to do in mind but couldn't start it and yet no step on making any of it. I have a very complex personality that I want to alter and I don't know how to start doing it. Everytime I thought of renewing myself there's a part of me opposing which would end up to nothing.I am so confused. So disturbed. What's happening to me? I'm in need of your advices to reform myself with conviction.
1 response
• Philippines
16 Jul 11
The main problem of people who are achievers in their early age is fear of rejection and criticism.Most people have great expectations from you,and you're afraid to fail them. The first step you can make is to know who you are,and what you are.Then face your fears,be ready to accept any constructive criticism because it's part of your learning process.No matter what will happen,always remember who you are.Don't let people dictates you of what you're suppose to be.Do the things you are passionate about,as long as it's legal.Do the things that you can,and let God guides you for what is best.
• Philippines
18 Jul 11
How I wish words were as easy as action. I thought of it and still thinking the same but I'm really less into action. i hope there will come a time that I can apply what is in my mind. I thank you my friend for your opinion. Ill take note of it.