The thoughts of a dying man - what could it be?

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I've lost 4 years ago, two people (my mother and my best friend) and both were very sick. My mother had cancer and lost the battle ... A week before, you said the very nice and caring doctor in the hospital that there is no hope ... My friend died of AIDS ... So unfortunately for him there was never really hope ... but the moment where it was coming to an end, he knew what was going on ... I've been using them both out of respect never talked about it, but have tried them both to make the rest of life so beautiful and pleasant as possible, have any worries that I could take taken from you ... But I wonder ... How can someone deal with it, which one dies? I do not understand it ... I would be turning ... fear, anger ... What feels someone who knows that it's over? What the person ...