Grandma I love you : I miss you !!!

My grandma.. She stayed with my siblings, me and my dad after my parents divorce. She took care of me til I was about 13 years old, afterwhich she moved out and stayed with my aunt. In 2009, I had a major quarrel with my dad, so I left the house and stayed with my aunt. I shared the same room with grandma and every night she told me stories of her life before I went to bed. I decided to learn cooking from her and take down some of her recipes, I start washing clothes for her since she doesn't trust washing machines and always do it by hand (yes, by hand). I decided to moved out of my aunt's house and stay at another place. During the time I stayed with her, she kept on repeating that maybe I will only visit her in future, on the day that she passes on. Everytime she says that, I would cry and tell her that I'll visit her often. I was promoted in my job and got caught up with my schedule as I have to fulfill longer working hours. I didn't visit grandma for sometime. 30th Dec 2009, I received a call at around 11am from my brother, informing that grandma has passed on. I broke down at work and kept crying, I rushed to my aunt's place to see her for the last time. I failed to visit her for just a moment, and she left, yes its true, I visited her only on the day she passed on, just as what she always says. It was not done purposely, or was it a coincidence..? After she passed on, I realise how short life is,how time was not spent on things and people we love most. I decided to resign from my job and continued studying. Now I'm on a roadway to become a chef, in memoirs of my grandma who loves to cook... I love you Grandma...I missed you alot.. ='(

Grandmother is is a wonderful feeling,that us always here.My grand mother was a woman who help a lot of people,include me.I have learn a lot form her,an she help me a lot ti be the person i am today.For that i am lucky to have known a woman like her in my life.She has though me so much,she teach me how to cook.and to take care of my son was he was born because,i did not know how to take care of a new baby.And she did share her Knowledge with me, an how to do d a lot of things. She even share her pass with me, Even in her last days when she cry, i cried too because things i did have of to do for her because she could not do it for her self.I could tell that she love me dearly,because i always love her an take good care of her. She was special and even now she is still special to me. When she get sick, we has family members take care of her,but i was the one who was at home with her most of the time.Because the other have to work,so i will have to feed her an fix her legs.Because she get a stroke from her waist down, after a few months like that.Things began to change for the worst,she call me in her room and ask me to look for something in her bag.And she gave it to me,an said let me give this before my eyes close.And i said to her mama,stop talking like that you will always be here with me . I never know that she will be going that soon,three days after she have given me that gift.she get a next stroke in the head,an went into a coma for almost 2 weeks an never wake up back. I cried ,and i cried but my tears could not bring her back.Her kids cried too,but their tears could not bring her back.Because i know that she is in a better place now,and God is taking care of her.My grandmother miss Inez Tomlin will always be remembered,by a lot of people and most by of me.she pass away January 15,2011 i miss her a lot,sometimes i would just go around the back to sit on her grave for a while. We miss her a lot, an her memories will always be in our heart.it has been 11 months since she have pass,an she is in a resting place right watching over us. sometimes i look at pictures of her,think of her.and sometimes i would cry too,even now i have a little tears in my eyes too.I do miss her a lot A grandmother,will live forever.