September 26, 2011 2:31am CST
Who wants to cheat..or to have an unfaithful partner? No one. I for one never imagined myself to be put in that certain situation. I don't want to be called a cheater or unfaithful partner..but the sad truth is that I have gone through that. For those of you who have followed my discussions, you may remember most of them is all about my experiences in my marriage. And now I'm here again pouring out my emotions with mylot..because again I am into another relationship with someone. Many times I have been wanting to break out of my marriage..not because of this man but because of the seriousness of the problems I've encountered with my husband. Until I met this guy...he made me feel important and wanted..and loved. I know you'll say I must be out of my mind...but I don't want to loose him. I have tried to end our relationship..but it hurts so much. My mind is telling me to do what's right..but my heart is telling me not to let go of him. Ah..yes..I'm stupid and dumb..cheater, unfaithful...call me whatever you like..but this is not what I wanted from the very beginning. I want a simple and happy marriage. But unfortunately mine was the other way around. I hope one day I will have the courage to make a great decision and find my true happiness..