It hurts that I am not able to be with him anymore!

thinking of him - under the lonely moonlight.
@Greninee (369)
Philippines
December 28, 2011 4:56am CST
hello guys! My heart sank when my nurse supervisor told me that I will be assigned by the chief nurse in the OB ward that I will be pulled out from the emergency room! What made me sad is the thought that I wont be able to be with my co-staff(the one that i've shared from my discussion yesterday whom I think I've fallen in love with). I will really miss him. I thought that even we are sometimes assigned in different shifts(date and time of duty), it is okey as long as we are on the same area of duty.The worse is, I WILL BE TRANSFERED IN THE OTHER AREA which is in the OB ward! I won't see him anymore! it hurts me so much that I'm very sad right now.But I know that this is a part of the major changes in life...learning to let go of what you don't want to let go. I know I must move on and focus on my work.I also think that if we are really meant for each other, God will make a way for us to be together. But so much for that right now, I will just focus myself on my career. Just wanna share to you guys. ;'(
2 responses
• Philippines
28 Dec 11
You are true to that, If you were meant for each other then you will be together. Anyhow if it is permitted maybe he will also be assign in OB.. just kidding. just to make you feel lighter...Enjoy your time with your work and time will pass by that you never notice... Have a great time.
@Greninee (369)
• Philippines
30 Dec 11
I will be happy if he will be also assigned in the OB...my God...another coincidence? I thibk, not anymore.but thanks MM! happy mylotting!
@tiina05 (2317)
• Philippines
28 Dec 11
hello, Sorry, I am not aware of your first discussion but anyways that's life you must keep on going and I agree to what you have just said that if you both meant for each other god make way. Love really hurts sometimes because sometimes destiny play first. You need to be strong in this situation this is not the end of the world, maybe God just want you to make sure of your feeling to that guy. right? Everything has a reason. Good luck
@Greninee (369)
• Philippines
28 Dec 11
hi tiina! yes, you're definitely right... thank you tiina.right now, I felt relieve because you have said that everything has a reason. I won't be disappointed because God made it for me and I believe He plans the best things for me.thank you!