My life before and my life now.. How I wish I can turn back time.

That is so heartbreaking my friend. Everything has lost including your money and your love. I know God must have a reason why he did this to you. Look at you now, still standing and strong. I know you will be able to surpass this. Just don't do any bad thing. Keep in your mind those successful days of yours and be positive always.

Wow, that's a complete meltdown. Well, as they say, you can always stay down on the ground, or you can stand up and keep moving, it's your choice. If you're going to let the past affect your present and your future, that's one great loss you're setting yourself up into.

I am so sorry to hear you having such a rough time. Life is full of twisted surprises and it sounds like you have had far more than your share. I hope that things start to look up for you soon. You just need some time to get your strength back. Take care.

I really feel sad when I have read your post. That, there was a time in my life, I have told that line to myself, "how I wish I could turn back the time." That, it was only last year when I have had my resignation to my job. That due to a career redirection that leads me to resign. But, apparently, the long time plan was not not pursue anymore. That, those people who are involved in the plan, slowly turn their back. That, the moral support I am looking for was not there anymore. Due to those reasons, I keep on telling myself, wish I could turn back again to the time when I was working. Thus, I am also asking myself, why I haven't seen those indications before. Until one day, God help me to realize, I was already in this situation, so I must face the challenge and consequence. That, God help me think, nothing will happen if I will continue to dwell on the past. Hence, He told me thru my dreams that, I must trust Him and to let Him guide me to walk again towards my life. So I have done that thing. Aside from that, God talks to me in a lot more different ways. Wherein, there is one article in a magazine, that, it is not my intention to read but it is bizarre that I have open the page and have read the whole article content. Indeed, things happen amazingly. That I cannot really explain why and how it happens. Thus God is truly alive and He speaks thru situations that I am encountering day by day. He send His words from TV shows, friends, and even the posting that I read over those social networking sites where I am connected. At first, I just think, it is just coincidence but, it is happening very timely. That, God speaks to me saying, "His love for me is so big that it can surpass any challenges, any trials and any doubts that I am facing. He just want me to put all my trust to Him. Now, although I am not totally healed from the past memories, but, I can say to myself, that I am better now rather than before. Dwell your memories to God, for sure, He will guide you to find the light of your life. May God be with you.

Maybe she found someone who believe in Jesus and she can't stand anyone who do not? It reminds me that you have to be religious to get anything in life. Anyway, life goes on. The links below are good reads: http://www.getgamblingfacts.ca/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=38&Itemid=41&lang=filipino http://gosenchristiancentre.co.uk/testimonie.aspx

I know how your situation is a few years ago i was on top with a great job my own place for myself and my children and then with myself being a good hearted person i helped out family members that where in need and everything went down hill from there for me... i lost my place and my job because when i needed help them FAMILY MEMBERS were nowhere around... I stay with my kids dad which is akward since we are not together and i'm currently looking for a job... I have faith that things will get better you just gotta keep your head up and keep pushing foward...

Life is full of surprises and here you are with a complete turn around of your world. Frankly speaking I do not want to be in your place. I do hope you are not so depress for the big changes in your life. I also wish that time would turn back and you did that risk everything for your business. You know that putting up a business is a risk, you can either win and lost especially if you are a neophyte and is not a patient man. If you ever earn money save it until you have paid your debts and start over again. Be an employee if it will give you a stable income and save. The person who succeed, the person who continues to fight and never give up. Do not think of yourself as a pitiful person. Make the downfalls in your life your driving force, your motivation to stand up be resourceful in making money. But I have to warn you, only gamble what you can afford to lose. It is better to have a small growing business with a small steady income than a big one that is bound to fail.