i feel like i am alive just for the sake of living
May 2, 2012 6:50am CST
i know there is more to life. there is deeper reason and that is my belief. but for now i don't live that life. and i feel that i am existing to pass through life and nothing more than that. it is hard to live like you are waiting for your time. although i know i should hold on. thankfully i do believe that no matter how difficult life is i should hold on. that is why no matter how lonely my life is i don't attempt to end my life. anyway, i do feel that i should enjoy my life but i don't know how. even if opportunity presents itself for me to have a chance to be happy i don't know how to take that opportunity. but that opportunity happens rarely though.
2 May 12
Sometimes we may feel like were living a life without no where to go. It just that we feel like we are bloated on many situation that comes to us. I do sometimes feel that way just waiting for another life especially when you get bored or something in your subconscious that tells you what to do. They say 10 % is for the luck and 90% is in you. I do also believe that. everyday different situation we undergo/underwent just be observant to the things you do coz that day shall come to pass. You can't turn back the time instead move forward. I embrace and thankful for the life that i have although its very difficult and sometimes its hard but I learn to appreciate despite of all circumstances. Try to analyze and understand every situation coz life is soo short to live. We have many limitation and its us who do how to live in harmony and be peaceful when the final verdict is coming...