I finally met myself

July 19, 2012 4:34am CST
Have you ever experience being so happy with all that's going all around you and suddenly it's gone because of one simple question? Yes, a simple and short question enough to devastate my principles and ideals regarding love and my personal life. One afternoon, my boyfriend and I were in the library studying for the upcoming exam. The atmosphere back then was so solemn yet positive energy was flowing through us, until he ask me a certain question that changed it all, "what if we break up, what will you do?". As for me, I was shocked because he asked all of a sudden. Even though I answered him that day, I was left puzzled over the matter. I don't know what to think. It made me become suspicious, anxious and very insecure to the extent that I almost lost my ideals of what really love is and my stand regarding that. I became helpless deep inside. However, because of this event, I realized that I do have little self-worth and this event helped me replenish it. It helped me become stronger than before. Lastly, it helped me realized how important it is to focus on yourself first before anybody else; with this, i finally met myself.
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@gypsygoth (244)
• Philippines
19 Jul 12
That's a real nice story. :) Maybe it's some sort of a "head's-up" for you so that you would focus on yourself more. As they say love should start from yourself and share what you have that is overflowing to those around you :) Bless you!
• Philippines
23 Jul 12
yeah, it served as an eye opener for me to focus on myself more. Bless you too :)
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@margiegay (158)
• Philippines
19 Jul 12
you can never know yourself since it will differ on the type of person who you talk with or whom your with or the environment or it has something to do with the climate as well. maybe you will know what you like, like buying something but knowing yourself personally i doubt it. but if you'll asked your friends who you are then they will exactly know who you are but there is difference again since you have a friend that is not that close to you therefore the relationship has the limit.