i hate listening to love songs

That awkward moment when you're happy you enjoy the music. But when you're sad, you understand the lyrics. I really don't like listening to love songs cause it just reminds me of the past and it makes me sad. I just remembered how lonely I am when I'm not with him. I always cherished those moments when we we're still together. I don't want to feel this way anymore that's why I avoid listening love songs, and when neighbors play it and sounds were too loud. I really find a way to destruct myself from listening into it.