i miss my cellphone from ringing from someone that i used to know and loved

i met the guy in the chatroom last december during the time when i and my bf broke up. it was the downiest moment of my life. but suddenly he brightened it up and knew my love story and my whereabouts. i am falling for this guy because of many reasons. i love his personality and about to accept him for simply being him. we haven't met personally yet but about to; for both of us are looking forward to it. and our way of communication is our cellphones through texting and calling but most probably he used to call me anytime and everytime, night and day. he called me before sleeping and as i waking up and getting things prepared before going to work, and at morning and afternoon break time, lunch and before i go to school for my classes. my life rotated like this for couple of months. until one day, he needed to have a training for his work and he will be gone for four months. the calling pattern changed at greatest strength. i know that he came to my life and soon will disappear. i guess it is my fault because it is hard to give your full trust into this kind of relationship. and i accepted the fact that he was once a beautiful dream that bound to be stopped in times of waking up. i made it stopped and asked sorry to him. so i changed my number to avoid him totally. this would make him forget me and about us. that was a tough decision. i cannot give up my life in here and same thing about him. because the distance, our nature of life and works did not allow us to be together. but who knows, in time.... what about you? can you relate or experience alike story like mine? :)