August 11, 2012 1:03pm CST
When i was a child i would always know what i'll be doing when the next Olympic year arrives, but now its scary to think about future because of this feeling i also feel pathetic that i cant decide what to do. I always have this pain when people ask me what will you do after you finish this or finish that. It is scary to be a grown-up and pushed into the world of reality. I really want to go back be a child or at least a college student. I feel i wasted many precious moment of my life and still wasting it because of this fear of what future holds for me.
11 Aug 12
there are many reasons why there is a basis for your feeling of fearfulness of the future. this anxiety is holding us hostage to act and plan rationally. the times are not really good and there is hardly anything that will cheer up for the future. so we source our own motivation from ourselves, and if you are religious, you source it from God through prayers.
13 Aug 12
Thank you mensab, yes i have devoted myself to God through prayers and although i am little comfortable now, the pain starts again and i start to shivers. Lately though i am having anxiety about my future and i has lead to some nightmare due you think i should go and see a doctor about this.