Am I anti social?

When I'm in college I always go out with my friends but after 20 years I found myself alone. As all of my friends has family right now. And I just don't like being visited in my house anymore. First its because I don't have a job and I don't have money and if I have a visitor I have no choice but to spend some money to buy them food. Also I don't go out with them anymore not because I don't want to socialize but its because I have no budget and I also don't want them to treat me.