She went off, I cried.

@Erynn14 (357)
Malaysia
February 16, 2013 9:38pm CST
Today was the day my sister went off to KL to continue her studies there. It is also my first time see her off to KL the first time. The very first time she went there study, I couldn't see her off because that day I am still having my school. I only able to see her off with her friend to airport at home. That is enough to make me feel like crying. Whereas today, it is worst than seeing her off to airport. She didn't cry this time. But I eventually cry. Luckily it wasn't in front of her. Or else, I bet she is crying now as well. I cried out because my mum keep asking me is it I cry because my sister went off to KL for a few times. That makes me cried out. It was the first time ever, I felt like separating with my sister makes me feel lonely and wanted to cry. I did cry in the end. And now, I miss her so much. Even it was my wish back then where I wish her to go out and studies and I got to sleep in this bedroom alone. But now, it is never the same anymore. How I wish she could stay longer than just 1 month. Time fly so fast that we need to be separated again. June, please come faster. I wanted to see her again instead of missing her and crying over it. Have you ever experience this too?
3 responses
@jenny1015 (13366)
• Philippines
17 Feb 13
I have experienced the same whenever my dad went back to the Middle East for his job. I feel so bad coz he had to leave just to be sure that he can send me to College with the course that I took.
@Erynn14 (357)
• Malaysia
17 Feb 13
Okay. Mine is actually the first time, so I can't stop my feeling that wanted to cry. I had tried to calm myself down after seeing her off into the waiting section. But when my mum ask me that question over and over again, it makes me feel like I cannot stop myself from crying out anymore. That is why, I cry out all of a sudden that my mum was somehow worried about me.
@iluvusabado (2560)
• Philippines
17 Feb 13
i really hate sending off people especially if it will really take time before they return. my aunt and uncle worked abroad and when their son and some relatives sent them off to the airport, they all cried because it will take years again before they can come back. i didn't cry because i feel like i don't want to be that emotional or the other people will also be emotional.
@Erynn14 (357)
• Malaysia
17 Feb 13
Well, this is the first time I had to send off my own family members to other country in the airport. So I somehow feel so sad that I wanted to cry because we will only be able to see her again til June. It is a long time. And yet, she came back this time only for 1 month. It seems long but time fly fast that I miss her so terribly after she went off to KL that I cried.
@Raine38 (12257)
• United States
17 Feb 13
Well, I have to move to another country to be with my husband. So my siblings and my parents are left in my home country. I didn't cry because I know it would make them sad. I want them to see that I am happy which I am because I will be wit the man I love. Of course the only downside is that I will be so far from my family. Thank goodness to technology we can keep in touch 24/7. And soon, I will be coming there to visit them.
@Erynn14 (357)
• Malaysia
17 Feb 13
It's good for you. I didn't want to cry in front of her too because I knew it will make her cry and feel sad about the separation. But after seeing her off into the waiting section, my mum keep asking me that question until I cried.