want to be good but circumstances don't make me one.

@Angelpink (4035)
Philippines
March 4, 2013 8:31am CST
Mylotters i am so angry that i can't think what to do , i really don't deserved a little happiness in this journey ? I am trembling , palpitating and effort breathing. My mind is blank , i want to scream and shout. If i will be joining discussion here , am sure my comment would be with little of arrogance. I am behaving to the best of my ability so i can not disturbed other people but circumstances are coming that would ignite me not to behave as a good person. I want to be good for the sake of other people and myself. I want to be good for the sake of other's happiness. I want to be good because deep inside me i am really good but i am not given the chance to be one because some situation come that will really test my being good. Have you experienced such ? Have you experienced such thing friends ?
4 responses
@dpk262006 (58675)
• Delhi, India
4 Mar 13
Hi angel! It seems something untoward and bad happened with you which was beyond you. Please do not get upset and take it easy, screaming at someone may aggravate the problem. Take deep breath and if still angry punch your pillow several times to get rid of your anger.
@Angelpink (4035)
• Philippines
5 Mar 13
Yes true , life is getting tougher each day like it's hard to breath already . Issues are filling now , one after the other ! Want to deal it with good manners but some issues force me lose temper . I want to be a disciplined high profile person but issues brings me down. It's okay i need to stretch my patience and values .
@urbandekay (18278)
4 Mar 13
Anyone can be good in pleasant situations, nothing to it. Only the good are good when the going gets bad all the best, urban
@Angelpink (4035)
• Philippines
5 Mar 13
Hi ! A true test of a person is how she behaves if under pressure. Sometimes having tough life demands a maturity and so sad ., when under so much pressure my immaturity comes out. I don't let it out for an intention but unconsciously it goes out in my unguarded moments.
@checkmail (2039)
• India
4 Mar 13
Hello Angelpink this is checkmail and thin you are going through your worst phase of life style, it might improve if you are willing to make some adjustment.Try to be calm and disciplined every time, and just ignore other arrogance language, it might help you sooth real fast. Yup you might feel sudden change in your behaviors and in turn would boost your willingness to be an good person.
@Angelpink (4035)
• Philippines
5 Mar 13
Hello Checkmail ! Sometimes our being mature is being put to test but problem is maturity can't hold more if new circumstances come and i find it hard to deal it but as you said more adjustment , relax and be cool always. It is better to keep quiet and do a moved if head mellowed already.
@roshigo58 (4859)
• Pune, India
6 Mar 13
Hi, i have experienced it many times because I am short tempered person. i get easily angry with small things. But it is not good to us and to others also. Angry person is always bad. because we use bad words which we can't take them back and those words hurt others heart. We should try to overcome our anger and try to become good human being always.