help
By redik11
@redik11 (131)
Norway
March 8, 2013 8:33pm CST
im "this" close to get drunk and try to kill myself. my parents wont listen to me when i say i have problems concentrating in school, my favorite cat died, i got rejected by lots of women on valentines day, i started smoking in 7th grade, tried to stop recently because its a bad habit but i cant, i simply cant, my parents rather let me smoke than help me with patches and nicotine gum. ive been suicidal before, (i had nightmares for weeks and was so tired but woke up ten minutes after) and the nightmares started again, the only thing that kept me goin back then was fear and religion, now just religion. but depression is really bad and my parents wont send me to psycholigist even tho i asked several times. help me. i need someting more to keep me going
5 responses
@danix1982 (593)
• Philippines
9 Mar 13
try to look for someone that can understand you, your aunt or uncle any relatives that are nearest to you. i am sure if you talk to them about your problem they will understand you or even your closest friend or best friend. do not loose hope i am sure you will find the answer in all your questions and also have always faith in God. 
@indiramarie (61)
• Bahrain
9 Mar 13
hi there..
I don't judge you for doing those things because we're just humans and have emotions, we get hurt and disappointed. Doing those are parts of your defense mechanism to your problems, but doing such things will not help you solve your problems. Maybe you need advices from professionals or you can talk to your friends , they might help you in their special ways. Pray more and don't keep your problems to yourself only, you should have an outlet or someone to talk to.
God bless.
@mohkanari (1957)
• India
9 Mar 13
Getting a good counselling is having utter priority to you. Usually parents are to lead you to a good counselor. Is there a good teacher in your school having concerns over well being of students. Then try to tell him/her about your miserable situation. It may lead you to relief and peace.
@paperdolls28 (222)
• Philippines
9 Mar 13
Your mylot family is always here to listen and talk but I agree you get some counselling with professionals because of your issues. And please, don't try to kill yourself. God won't forgive you for that. If you're just living near me, I would accompany you to our church for fellowship. That way, you can have spiritual talk with others too. I am praying that God will give you a resting place to rest your weary heart and troubled mind. Please don't forget that God is always there to comfort you. Just call on Him :) Be still my friend.
@celleDJ406 (196)
• Philippines
9 Mar 13
I hope you are sober now...
Pray. It will answer all your questions. have faith and believe that these are all ordained by God.
