Thus, I want to feel the happiness again...

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A pleasant day fellow mylotters, Honestly at one point, I envy those people who used to say they're happy. That, most often than not, I am wishing that I can end up all the mess and live happily. As I really cannot explain why my life is experiencing all of this. As the only reason that I remember was, I just chose to resign and go back home to be with my family again. To see them, to embrace and cuddle them, to chat with them personally, to laugh with them, to dine with them, to go places with them. But, to my surprise, they are already used that I am living afar from them. As they didn't appreciate what I have done, the decision that I have chosen. As, not so good things happens one by one. First, my mom, she somehow blame me that I have chose the wrong decision. Second, my brother and I are always arguing that results to a much bigger gap. That, those situations makes me to think, that if I can turn back the time, then, I would definitely go back where I was 2 years ago. Thus, if a Fairy God Mother will appear in-front of me right now, I would definitely ask and request from her, if she can bring me back to the place where I was earning much, the place where I found courage, the place where I was working before. I am really keeping my prayers and wishes that God will grant me to have an opportunity again even to live and work far from my family, so as to bring back those good situation that has been lost. Thus, I am also wishing to feel the happiness again....