To be or not to be

Wuhan, China
July 20, 2014 10:23am CST
Shanghai is a world-famous metropolis with its unique city flavor. Tonignt, we drived a car rushing around the suburbs and a spectacular scene,numerous cars,sparking lamps,bustling streets and high skycrapers, came into our eyes. It was so charmful. Maybe it just represented the typical urban life, which is never thought of by people in the past or people in the countryside. But look how advanced technology we have achieved today.I ,at the moment, am quite in a mysterious mood. I don't know why,but it's so weird that I cannot say it out. Sometimes,I wonder that what I am looking for on earth with studying so hard. Sometimes I am a bit depressed and I am exhausted. However, It seems like that I can do nothing but study. And this is the exact paradox in my heart. On one hand, I am eager to earn my life and start a new journey with courage. On the other hand, dreams are so far that I can't touch.
No responses