September 9, 2015 12:39pm CST
Going home It not long now before I leave here for the last time. It’s sad to think how things have happened this year. I never would have thought it would end like this. The last week not been the best and wish I could be back in the UK now and not next week. Slowly packing my bag, gather all of my things together that I have here. I know I won’t be able to take all of them, I’ll have the remained shipped. I will miss my partner/ex-partner and being in in sunny California, just wish things were so much different to what they are now. This last few weeks have been hard but I guess it’s something I had to go through, although no one should.
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• Centralia, Missouri
9 Sep 15
@kevin1877uk It's very hard when you are in the immediate of all of the pain, the hurt, the depression, the overwhelming sense of failure, and whatever else baggage your mind decided to saddle you with, but once you get some distance and time, things do get easier. I won't say time heals all things, frankly that line is a cop out, but it seems to me to give some clarity in distance, the ability, to move past the wound, and step into new and better things.
9 Sep 15
@Jessicalynnt Thank you I totally agree with you and looking forward to new and better things ahead of me. When I get back into the UK I hope I have time to think and ground myself and start to rebuild and look forward to the future. I agree with you, with that line, "time heals all things"
• United States
9 Sep 15
I would never have gone as far as you have Kev. That proved your love. You crossed the ocean in hopes of a better love and life. I am so sorry it did not work out for you. I wish you would have been able to fly back to the UK sooner. Better luck next time round.