How I see myself

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How I see myself. I was a studious guy, used to be the top of the class, used to prioritize my studies, used to do it all for the fun and for the love of challenges. But as time goes by, I became lazy to study, lazy to even open a book. It's not that I blame someone for it, I don't have anyone to blame but me. I let myself gave in to some vices, I got involved with some bad company. But I regret nothing for I learned the most important lesson of all, that is to appreciate time. I let my parents down, I let everyone who believed in me down. They were so down I know when I see them. How they look disappointed when they look at me. I hated myself for it, but all the hate I felt for myself didn't do me any good. I got worse. I know I hit rock bottom when I saw my mom cry because of me. As time goes by I have learned to accept the consequences of my actions, step by step I am slowly getting up with the help of my family. Lately, I've been having this desire to finish school. Lately the inspiration I once lost is getting back on me. The inspiration to live a healthy and loving life is somehow getting back. And this time, I'm sure I'll put this inspiration to good use. Will no longer waste a single time. I have to graduate soon and help my parents. That is my ultimate goal for now, see my parents smile when I get my college diploma. See everyone who believes in me smile. I will surely get it this time. I once hit rock bottom so I know, there's nowhere to go but up.