I Am Not Okay This Time

@cacay1 (33190)
Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
December 28, 2015 7:29am CST
I been absent here for 2 days. I been sick from attending many parties,plus our weather here is fluctuating.My internet added burden to my feeling, so slow.I cannot open this site and the other sites. I am so happy this evening here for I got access to internet.How I'd like to be always here to discuss something , share some moments with you with our thoughts and feelings. The more I feel not better.My foreigner partner I told many weeks ago to come this Christmas, cannot anymore make it.He is afraid of the hot issue in NAIA the " Bullet Planting." What a lonely feeling, sickening issue that puts me in dismay. I just sigh in silence.
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@MALUSE (42636)
• Germany
28 Dec 15
Don't sigh in silence. Shout out loud your frustration! You'll feel much better and avoid getting an ulcer.
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@cacay1 (33190)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
28 Dec 15
@MALUSE, I might do it tomorrow.We live near beaches. I will shout out loud to release my loneliness.Thanks friend.Happy New year.
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@marlina (76619)
• Canada
28 Dec 15
I agree, shout it out and get it over with. Gone, gone for ever. Now is the time to think differently.
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@MALUSE (42636)
• Germany
28 Dec 15
@cacay1 Why tomorrow and not today?
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@jaboUK (54867)
• United Kingdom
28 Dec 15
I'm so sorry your partner didn't make it. I wonder how many people were deterred by the bullet planting.
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@cacay1 (33190)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
30 Dec 15
@jaboUK, There are many of them and got acquitted after paying the criminals those who didn't stayed in jail, so pitiful, unfair, injustice.After the airport manager was kicked out, we no longer hear victims of bullet planting.Even us here are so afraid to travel. In fact, I plan to buy a closed baggage for assurance.Happy New Year.
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@jaboUK (54867)
• United Kingdom
30 Dec 15
@cacay1 It's a sad state of affairs. Happy New Year to you too.
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@cacay1 (33190)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
30 Dec 15
@jaboUK ,True, I am wishing you too a happy New Year!
@amnabas (10310)
• Karachi, Pakistan
28 Dec 15
Get yourself out of depression have a fresh air to breath.
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@cacay1 (33190)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
28 Dec 15
@amnabas, Thank you so much.You are right.I have to get out from this depressive moment.
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@trivia79 (7888)
• El Segundo, California
28 Dec 15
that bullet planting! it's a scam! They only want money of those people they think don't like to be delayed or bothered with such annoyances so they will pay whatever personnel will told to them!
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@cacay1 (33190)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
29 Dec 15
@trivia, indeed, they are not satisfied with their salary.They should be happy having work compared to the many jobless.We are hoping here punishment for those involved in this shameful and world-scare bullet planting.May those criminals rot in jail.
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@trivia79 (7888)
• El Segundo, California
29 Dec 15
@cacay1 luckily, as told in the news, some have paid their bad acts already. But it's not enough. And the acts is still continuing. I'm afraid now to visit a special girl in my heart in Davao next year because of this
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@cacay1 (33190)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
30 Dec 15
@trivia79 Don't be afraid to visit your special someone.There is no problem in Davao city.You may have your direct flight to Davao International airport, not in NAIA , Manila.Davao is so peaceful. the mayor there runs for President in the 2016 election.
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@kaka135 (14068)
• Malaysia
29 Dec 15
Glad that you are able to come to mylot and spend some time here, so you won't feel that lonely and bored. Hope your partner will be able to visit you very soon. Get well soon.
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@cacay1 (33190)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
30 Dec 15
@akaka135, Thank you so much for the kind words, definitely my partner won't come , it will be to visit him come June 2016.I am wishing you a very Happy New Year.
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@kaka135 (14068)
• Malaysia
3 Jan 16
@cacay1 Another six months to go. Though waiting makes it very long, he will be at your doorstep very soon. My husband and I were having long distance relationship when we were studying, hence I understand the bittersweet of waiting. Have a joyful year!
@Micmac (9240)
28 Dec 15
Cheer up my friend. Stay positive and keep your chin up. Life will look brighter when you think of the good things that come your way.
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@cacay1 (33190)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
29 Dec 15
@Micmac, Thanks my dear.This is what I really like at MyLot .There are many kind and supportive people.I have to follow your bright suggestion,very much appreciated .There will be many good days to come.Happy New Year; take care.
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