Evil Emotion
By Morgan
@OneOfMany (12150)
United States
January 15, 2016 11:30pm CST
I have one of those emotional states we're not really allowed to talk about here. But I'm upset and I need to vent and I was happy before but now I'm not. So yeah, I was helping out a friend and we were having a good conversation and then she was talking about her boyfriend who had tried to break up with her and she got emotionally upset about it all and it was a lot of pain, and now they are back together and I said 'well good thing I know, I can remember to restrain my behavior'. And then said something else and she told me that's why her boyfriend 'doesn't like me'.
Here I am encouraging them and because of a friendly nature he doesn't like me? I suddenly felt a surge of energy and felt that it was very good that he lives far, far away in a location I have no knowledge of.
It makes me feel foolish for even encouraging them. Now I hope their relationship never works. Why? Because that's how I feel right now. A jealous boyfriend who in no way deserves the girlfriend who I already said I wouldn't go after and he tried to break up with doesn't deserve happiness. Sorry for her, but she can do better.
Sorry for the rant, I'm just filled with evil emotion.
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6 responses
@Shavkat (137213)
• Philippines
16 Jan 16
It does so emotional to read your epistle. In some point, I do understand where it is coming from. I had also experienced such intense feeling before.
@Mike197602 I guess that is the situation.
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@Shavkat (137213)
• Philippines
17 Jan 16
@OneOfMany I do the understand the feeling. In some instances, seemingly like the history repeats itself without noticing it. Don't worry my friend, it will come a point that you will pulled out yourself from it.
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
18 Jan 16
@Shavkat I'm not worried, I just wanted to know her situation and she turned it into a negative quickly. Sometimes I think she doesn't know what she's doing (well, she is bipolar, so that's likely).
@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
16 Jan 16
My feelings of anger are really strong because of the history I have with that emotion. So the exact feelings I get from it can be rather extreme. But I know not to do things I might regret when I calm down. Too bad it took several hours to calm down.
@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
16 Jan 16
we are all human, and I would have been pissed at minimum there too
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
16 Jan 16
It seems like a slap in the face when you are trying to do a good deed. I wasn't happy about it one bit!
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
18 Jan 16
@PamJam I certainly wouldn't be happy about being pissed on! The dog did that once and I was very unhappy with it and it never did it again on account of how scary I got!
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@HanVanMeegerin (1161)
• United States
26 Jan 16
@PamJam is it better to be the blocker or the blocked, the deleter or the deleted?
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
18 Jan 16
I find ways to channel my emotions. I wrote this post to help get it out of my system, and it worked. :)
@Poppylicious (11133)
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16 Jan 16
I'm unsure why she felt the need to tell you that! Do you actually know him ... I mean have you met or is his animosity towards you based entirely on what she says to him?! Just curious. :)
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
18 Jan 16
I have never met him and it's just what she relays back to me. She is rather bad at explaining things, so I can see where the misunderstandings would come from.
@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
18 Jan 16
Yes, I'm sure it will some time. Hopefully before she's heart broken again.
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@Mike197602 (15487)
• United Kingdom
16 Jan 16
you can talk about any emotion here.
Do you mean you want this lady as your girlfriend and you feel jealous she's with someone else?
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
16 Jan 16
No, I mean that I encouraged them and because he doesn't like me being near her I don't want to encourage them anymore. I did fall for her, but I can't see being with her now. Not to mention we're on opposite sides of the continent.
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@Mike197602 (15487)
• United Kingdom
16 Jan 16
@OneOfMany what's the evil emotion then...anger??
Also if the boyfriend senses you've fallen for her or she's said something its pretty natural for him to not want you around her.
If I had a girlfriend and I knew one of her friends loved her in a romantic way i'd not want them near her either...that's normal maleness.
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@OneOfMany (12150)
• United States
16 Jan 16
@Mike197602 It is anger. I know it's normal, but I also am nowhere near her and encourage the two from very far away. Remember that he tried to break it off with her as well. They were broken up more or less, I comforted her during that time, and also told her that I wasn't more than a friend even if they were apart after that because I was already over her.
Obviously this was either not explained or never came up. So he can go choke on his insecurities for all I care.
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