Stories of memories
By UpbeatRae
@carebear29 (31962)
Wausau, Wisconsin
May 12, 2016 11:49pm CST
As I sit here high and waiting for my son to fall asleep, I think of all the memories I have had growing up. The good, the bad and yes the ugly. I am now 31 going on 32 in August and all I can think of is the people I miss and the memories I have had with them. I think a lot about the recent ones from the past 5 years and notice that my heart and soul are stuck between a rock a and a hard place.
My love life is very complicated and rocky. In July I have been married 13 years and half the days I have regretted about getting married at 18. I really wish I would have waited honestly. But we all make mistakes. We have 3 children together and 2 are adopted out mainly because of him. The other thing is is my parents and brothers have disowned me pretty much since 2010. I try hard to talk to them and seldomly do I hear back from them. Well, this is just the beginning of this story. I have so much flowing through my head I now have to pick and choose which ones to blog about.
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@gochunehal (782)
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13 May 16
Yeah we all do mistakes in our lives...BT what we have to do is not to do the same mistakes again..
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@sabashekh (1218)
• Bhopal, India
13 May 16
Mistakes are experience .. We all make mistakes but improving is important :)
Nice post :)
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@Letranknight2015 (51539)
• Philippines
13 May 16
That's stupid how could they disowned you like that?! Don't these people realize how important family is 
Some people don't understand that kind of mistake will bring back a huge karma on them.
Some people don't understand that kind of mistake will bring back a huge karma on them.3 people like this
@carebear29 (31962)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
13 May 16
Right. I wish my parents would get over their grudge
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@Nishkriti (132)
• Kolkata, India
13 May 16
I somehow can relate to how it must feel. Last few years I've spent hoping to shape up my life and failing and hoping again. The cycle never ends. And in the process have lost so many people. They just faded away somehow.
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@carebear29 (31962)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
13 May 16
Sorry to hear your story too. All we can do is move on
@Nishkriti (132)
• Kolkata, India
13 May 16
@carebear29 yes. As they say, life goes on.
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@dodo19 (47126)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
13 May 16
It can't be easy to deal with. I'm sorry things are rough. But such is life sometimes. We all make mistakes, and they will be things we regret, but so long as we learn from those mistakes and regrets, then that's something. We can all try and turn the bad things into a learning experience, at the very least.
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@dodo19 (47126)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
13 May 16
@carebear29 I'm sure you can. Stay positive.
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@carebear29 (31962)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
13 May 16
No its not but I am strong and know I can deal.
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@ricki_911 (21625)
• Toronto, Ontario
15 May 16
Why have they disowned you?. Sometimes we need to take a little to get back on track and what makes us happy.
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@Yar_Joey (3271)
• Philippines
14 May 16
@carebear29 So, can you live alone without their care and concern now? Remember that blood is thicker than water
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@miniam (9154)
• Bern, Switzerland
13 May 16
You are still so young,you can make some changes in your life if you have to.
Im not in contact with my family either and it hurts but it`s one of those things l have accepted and learned to live with.If i dont contect them they will not contact me.
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@carebear29 (31962)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
13 May 16
I think of friends like family nowadays
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@miniam (9154)
• Bern, Switzerland
14 May 16
@carebear29
Atleast we can chose our friends
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@artemeis (4194)
• China
13 May 16
We cannot choose our families and as such I am confident that whatever had gotten between your family members and you would very much be changed over time. Just don't feel too bad about it and give them up. I hope you understand that no matter how grave the mistake or mistakes may be, there will always be a turning point for everything, it just does not happen the way we want it though. Just remember to be patient since love will always triumph at the end.
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@carebear29 (31962)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
13 May 16
Great support and post. Thanks. It helps
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@aninditasen (15780)
• Raurkela, India
13 May 16
You never know when relationships turn sour. Sometimes you have to suffer for no fault of yours. Yet look at the positive side of life and keep going.
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@carebear29 (31962)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
13 May 16
Mine has its major ups and downs but I try.
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