My very petty fear
By maxen07
@maxen07 (882)
Philippines
May 30, 2016 8:13pm CST
After nine years being away from the world's work force, I can honestly say I've developed a comfort zone that I must now shake off in order to survive. As of this moment, just thinking about it makes me worried and scared.
I'm scared of people and their judgemental ways. I know it's going to be about my fat, what I eat and why I'm so big because that's what they usually ask me. I cried awhile ago. I didn't realize how low my self-esteem had gone and stayed to where it has been living within the depths of my heart. I keep asking myself why I'm so afraid and why I'm so reluctant to just go out there. I keep asking myself why in truth, my son isn't enough to motivate me.
Maybe because I've grown too comfortable in my hiding place.
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5 responses
@acelawrites (19273)
• Philippines
31 May 16
Cheer up! Go out from your comfort zone and you'll see, you can have a different outlook in life.Never mind about those people who talk about your body; you can live without them, just do what is best and soon you'll be happy. Just think about your son who needs you, and think you are still blessed having him.
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@Letranknight2015 (51536)
• Philippines
6 Jun 16
Do it for your boy. I don't know what else can motivate you besides your son..Don't mind them, some people are just with out manners. But I do think you should watch your weight, you know how complications starts with being obese.
Now, I'm paying the price with this uric acid thing, i haven't got off from this problem, mom isn't motivating me because she keeps giving me some food even though it's forbidden.
