I am no longer inspired

I feel so all alone
@cacay1 (83223)
Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
June 4, 2016 2:03am CST
Maybe time has come that I will be inactive here. I can not find reasons.Yes, true, there is fun and I am always relieved from my stress,but after some thoughts, I resolved not to be here most of my hours. For two weeks I spent almost 8 hours a day : 3 in the morning; 3 in the afternoon, and 2 in the evening, just to know the gain at the end.Yes , it has, but very small. This day , I received my electric bill for 1 month P5,894.10 pesos , big for me.last month it was 4,305.00, and internet bill from P500 to 1,700. It exceeds from the minimum. Foremost, despite this, I won't worry at all, what I worry about is my effort which was not granted with a better result. Image by pixabay free photos
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@ida123 (6206)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
Don't leave us friend, we'll be missing our friend who always makes us laugh and smile. Money is money, we can't buy happiness so better stay here for good and visit that site you've mention but don't abandon us or forget us.
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@ida123 (6206)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@cacay1 Common friend, cheer up. I know you have a lot of bills to pay but money can be easily to find ways, it is just in the corner of your house. Just don't leave us.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@ida123 hehehe, you cheered me , we already paid the bills this morning.Thanks friend.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
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@SIMPLYD (90722)
• Philippines
4 Jun 16
But please don't abandon myLot completely . Just take a peek once in a while . But why s your bill so big? Do you use an electric pump for water.? How many rooms are using AC in you house? i am just curious why the big electric bill.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@SIMPLYD, Wow nice hair cut friend.Yes so big, why? we have 2 rooms airconed, in the day, 7 fans moving. When I am doing something on line, U use 2 fans. We have 6 rooms at home occupied this time for it is summer vacation.There are also many gadgets to charge, lap tops , tablets, celfons plus skater of my nephew always on charge so he could always be using it around the house. Well anyway, there are two of us to split the bill, me and my niece.But what discouraged me is, my payment though small was not sent to me and you know how I worked for it. I feel bad about it.I also have found a better site.Thanks friend.
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@SIMPLYD (90722)
• Philippines
4 Jun 16
@cacay1 Thank you for liking my haircut . No wonder you got a big electric bill . You share in the electricity so you have evry right to see the receipt for the payment even if you share is smaller. Maybe you can share with s that site when you get paid already, okay?
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• Philippines
4 Jun 16
@cacay1 which payment was not sent to you?
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@Chungshop (2355)
4 Jun 16
Yes that is the reality for those trying to find an earning online online by yourself alone. To earn 50 cents a day online by yourself is tough. You just imagine you can earn 50 cents or more by doing some other things easily. But there is still ways of earning online too.. You can just have a rest and never stop trying lo
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@Chungshop (2355)
4 Jun 16
@cacay1 O you don't make me cry I will miss you if you fly, who will respond in my post. I really like what you share, please leave me some word of advice !
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@Chungshop, Thank you friend.You are the best among the best.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@Chungshop Never worry dear, I will stay at Mylot forever with you all for richer of for poorer....LOL.
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@Raine38 (12257)
• United States
5 Jun 16
Paying bills is never gonna go away - that's what we signed up for when we become adults, haha! But kidding aside, maybe you just need a little breather. You said you are stressed - why not take a little break. Do not force yourself if no ideas are coming in, it will get better eventually.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
5 Jun 16
@Rained38, It is not all about the bills they are paid. My partner is a New Zealander and I have a good work as university professor, what discouraged me to go on here is, my payment was not sent to me thru my pay pal, and I worked hard for it to reach the threshold. One told me that they payment will be sent between June 1-15, I will wait for the 15th of this month to expire before I finally conclude and shout out.
@skysnap (20154)
4 Jun 16
when something like this happens. i take one day at a time.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
5 Jun 16
@skysnap, Nice friend.
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@skysnap (20154)
5 Jun 16
@cacay1 how much speed do you get for internet?
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
5 Jun 16
@Lucky15 (37346)
• Philippines
4 Jun 16
Nooo.
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@ida123 (6206)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@cacay1 Don't mind those heartaches, just mind the fun we have here.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@ida123 Okay friend, I do. We need not only 1 , 2 3 but more thoughts to resolve the conflict of the mind.I am now thinking about thinking LOL.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@Lucky15, .I am just hurt here.
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@ridingbet (66857)
• Philippines
5 Jun 16
is omne of the reason why you are no longer inspired is because of that visa thing? money can be earned here, right?
@acelawrites (19273)
• Philippines
4 Jun 16
We will be missing you. Just rest then come back from time to time to know what's going on here.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
4 Jun 16
@acelawrites, I'll visit mylot once in a while. I will miss you all too.
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• Philippines
12 Jun 16
You just need time to adjust. Take it one step at a time.