It's my last day at my work today

Davao, Philippines
August 25, 2016 11:35pm CST
My situation is that of End of Contract thing, seeing as the client entrusted to me is leaving. For that client, it's a business thing. And for me, I had also confirmed that I'll be leaving because of personal reasons. It's more of a family health and financial thing. Earlier this morning, I was happy. But as the day wore on, I'm getting nervous and nervous. It seems like my anxiety issues for the past month is coming back to me. But I don't think it's a problem that came from within me anymore--unlike before. Anyways, now, it would seem like I'm going to have to live a very frugal life for the next 3 months until I can make money through the business me and my family are building. We've already begun the groundwork for it. But for now, I think I'll be settling my issues with my grandparents and aunts and uncles first, as they seem to be the ones having the most problem with our in-attendance to most events that happened recently. So now as I'm writing this, here in the office, I feel very bad. Like there's this heavy thing around my chest. It's not an emotion of loneliness or emptiness. But more of a pain like I'm constantly being hunted. I don't know why but I'll keep on holding on until finally I can get this day over with and finally put this emotion behind me. Wish me luck! (To get through this day)
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@cahaya1983 (10036)
• Malaysia
26 Aug 16
I hope everything works out. It's normal to be anxious when we're going through a big change, but I'm sure you will manage. Good luck!
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@skysnap (18216)
26 Aug 16
I am sure things are going to be fine. You have a good weekend.
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@kaka135 (14130)
• Malaysia
28 Sep 16
Hope everything turns out good for you, including your business and your family. I can understand the last day at work, as I have experienced that a few times, especially the last time I quit my job and became a stay at home mom. I have been living a very frugal life since then, but I am very contented too. Good luck to you!
• United States
26 Aug 16
Try not to be scared of what is happening because it is external, not grown from within you therefore usually un-able to change BUT as long as you realize it is only a temporary feeling, the end will come into clarity making you feel better
@Happy2BeMe (75441)
• Canada
26 Aug 16
Wishing you all the best as you end this chapter of your life and move onto something new. You got this! Best of luck to you.
@carexing25 (1819)
• Philippines
26 Aug 16
sorry to hear that ...i hope you get a stable job.. goodluck on your family business
@hereandthere (33347)
• Philippines
26 Aug 16
good luck with your family business. hope you can explain things calmly and clearly to your relatives so they'll understand.
@sharon6345 (147139)
• United States
26 Aug 16
It will get better in time. I had those days before.